I believe i wont die so easily.

18th august 2011- its already 1 year i worked with MRCentre Sdn Bhd. time passes so fast...but i feel so lost suddenly..dont know wanna express to who..just can luah it out here...okay..it has been a long story in this 1 year...i have try looking in many things...go for insurance exam to get a license...hmmm..go for many career talk....and i joined tokio marine...but its hard for me..i have try to met many kind of ppl..but i just cant sell 1...its so hard...maybe its my problem...or my luck is destined to be like that..so what also wont go smoothly....and i join my kai kor fizer doing network marketing...1st i am very semangat wan...but...haiz...i know its my problem...
i have already resign here..and plan to do full time in my NM...but i feel scare and worry sometimes...because i have alotsa comitment..and i still havent give pocket $$ to my family..i felt that i am so useless..sometimes i feel i have no one to talk to..dont have a bf..loolz...imma love failure?? my problem also la...lolz..sometimes i feel so lost and helpless...i feel so weak...i am all alone...but i really need to be strong...i noe i must depend on my own in everything and no one with me no one help me...my family and kaikor anly can give moral support...i know!! so i must be strong!!! and i believe i wont die so easily!!