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Its Sunday morning......and i feel like blogging...had a really hard feeling...

I tought it's over...i wont think about it again...but when i am in my hometown...i keep thinking about last year CNY...and what's that...MSN SMS with .....asking me when i am coming bek...then asking me what should eat...

When i am on my way bek...i think the moment when we bek from malacca to KL...my heart suddenly so 'sour'...i know i cant tel anyone hw i feel..ppl will think i am weird...it happen alrealy long time ago and its over...but...i am such a idiot thinking things that is useless...

When the TV is showing the PINK PANTER chinese movie..hmm dunno what is the name..rainie and show lo was the main...i listen to those song...i think again...

and i think again...it's imposible to talk to him like last time...it's imposible to msg him whenever i feel like...its imposible i am in his mind even a lil bit...

Yea...i told myself i have already get over...but sometimes i just cant figure out why...i just miss the old feelings....but nothing last forever...

watching people around me all one pair one pair getting together...i feel so ...... i dont want to be with someone that dont give me that feel that .....gave me b4...i just cant...