i am so bored with my life... now i understand...last time when in scul life i always complain wanan work and said scul life is so stress and boring...but those adult will say...aiyo...when u r in working life...u will know how stressful and bored...everyday work then go bek sleep then work sumore the next day...its like a circle of life..lolz...now i really understand..ya i am lucky i gt this job...boss not always here...and i am the manager of this company with my own office room...but sometimes boss not always in the office will make me take things for granted...i will always delay things i suppose to do...will lazy.....then the saLary i get here is just 2000...ya..maybe to other ppl i am very lucky at least i gt 2000...but to me...i dont feel it is enuf...and i wanna earn more!!! i want to change to event company...i am thinking to resign...but i am worry that once i leave my company...another company, what kind of conflict i am gonna face...and i am worried that i will regret...
at this moment..i am doing well...but i will complain its too bored to work here and i keep doing the same thing everyday at the same place and i dont have the space to improve and explore myself....i just feel so bored...i am like that...born to this world and just know how to complain~~~~~ but i cant help myself...i like to complain...i want to be a better human!! i feel so sucks now....i dont hope to just earn 2000 and sit in a office room every mon till fri...but of cuz i dont hope to be at home everyday too...i want to be a very bz woman so that can distract me from thinkin too much....sumtimes is not i want to think about the unhappy things that happened...but when i am alone i really cant control and will think about it and 'lo fu lei san'....what is the point..now i am planning to resign...but i have to give at least 2 months notice b4 resign...n now i am waiting for my boss to come to office today...i dont know want to tell ont...or wait till i get a job 1st...i really tak tahu macam mana la.....haizzzz!!!!
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