I promise to myself..i will never mention about you again, I must forget you. Everytime i recalled all the sweet and good memories we beed thru before even we are not lovers..we never start to be couple before, but you know the msg u send me on 28th aug is very very painful. It has been more than 3 weeks already..but i am still crying whenever i am alone..acting like nothing has been happen between us is very very very painful for me. You dont know, in these 8 months, whenver i feel our gap is getting farer, i will look thru our picture and listen to songs that related to make our gap get closer back. Those past 3 months working in Low Yat, i am hoping everyday so that i can get the chance to see you even from far. I have tried my best not to call or sms because i am afraid you might feel i am annoyed..i am very care about that..so everyday i m just waiting waiting and waiting..whenever you call me i am happy, whever you text me in fb and ask me to go find things to fill my tummy i feel so happy. A little care from you,i am already very satisfy. But when i saw some post from you in facebook, i feel so confused, worry. afraid, scared, thinking thinking and thinking..i am so afraid when i thinbk that you have already fall for another..so i am so lost..i have make a decision to ask b4 31st aug. But..b4 i ask everything, u have already tell me that you are a playboy and dont wait again..at least if i know you fall for other gal i will hurt but i know u were real to me b4 in those past memories..but..it make me think that u were actually treat it as a game...you dont know how painful..really very painful..i swear i wont trust and believe in love anymore..this world is so cruel and scary..