felt so lazy today...hmm hmm...think back what my friends say to me yesterday when yumcha..i feel kinda ryte also..because of want me away from his life..he rather say he is how bad how bad...he is a playboy..he dont mind what i think about him anymore..he just want me get away from his life..kinda pain..but its ok..he get what he want nw...and i say i wont appear in his life..and that is what he want...and i will go on with my own life...and i read his horoscope today..its kinda true..he is self-oriented...self-centered..very very true...however..i think back 1 sentence that ppl always say...if u truely love that person...u dun nid to be with him o her...as long as they are happy..now i feel that he is kinda peaceful and happy without me in his life...i feel this is gud for him too...i send him a song thru email b4...'bu zai hu you mei you yi hou'... we really dont have yi hou edy...but no matter what i hope for all the best for him...
another topic now...i am addicted to the maggi goreng behind my working place here..damn nice...tasty..but its kinda fattening..omg...and why am i writing blog during my working hours..hahahaha...i am kinda lazy today after i settle all the important things such as invoicing and call accounting...but i have to settle certain matters today...regarding clients agreement..but its ok la i just continue writting 1st..cuz its lunch hour nw~~
As time passed by, day by day...my heart not so pain anymore...even when i am thinking bt it...still feel the pain...but not that deep already..time is everything...but i really dont believe that i have fate in love matter anymore...maybe i did something bad in my past life and the GOD punish me??hahaha!!! sometimes my thinking kinda weird also..i will think so much...i also cant control myself la...lolz...but what is my target nw?? i hope i will improve myself in my career...my relation with my boss is getting better..he keep praise me for what i have done...even the previous singaporian boss said that what i did is more than the previous manager...haha more added value wor...lolz...and i feel satisfy..because my boss so sayang me nw..he bring me to hard rock cafe when evelin is having her mc leave...
i hope i will quickly forget him...fully forget..so that my pain also will fully disappear...i thinks that he might hate me now...i dont want that to happen...but i cant control..if he wants to hate me...its ok...as long as he is peace and happy..i dont hope he gt many thing to 'fan' also..
i really hope GOD will bless me in my career now..and also my family...sometimes...my family problem keep appear..i cant control..i hope my family will be peace foreva..the problem dont appear again...
and now...i think its time to continue my work.....
another topic now...i am addicted to the maggi goreng behind my working place here..damn nice...tasty..but its kinda fattening..omg...and why am i writing blog during my working hours..hahahaha...i am kinda lazy today after i settle all the important things such as invoicing and call accounting...but i have to settle certain matters today...regarding clients agreement..but its ok la i just continue writting 1st..cuz its lunch hour nw~~
As time passed by, day by day...my heart not so pain anymore...even when i am thinking bt it...still feel the pain...but not that deep already..time is everything...but i really dont believe that i have fate in love matter anymore...maybe i did something bad in my past life and the GOD punish me??hahaha!!! sometimes my thinking kinda weird also..i will think so much...i also cant control myself la...lolz...but what is my target nw?? i hope i will improve myself in my career...my relation with my boss is getting better..he keep praise me for what i have done...even the previous singaporian boss said that what i did is more than the previous manager...haha more added value wor...lolz...and i feel satisfy..because my boss so sayang me nw..he bring me to hard rock cafe when evelin is having her mc leave...
i hope i will quickly forget him...fully forget..so that my pain also will fully disappear...i thinks that he might hate me now...i dont want that to happen...but i cant control..if he wants to hate me...its ok...as long as he is peace and happy..i dont hope he gt many thing to 'fan' also..
i really hope GOD will bless me in my career now..and also my family...sometimes...my family problem keep appear..i cant control..i hope my family will be peace foreva..the problem dont appear again...
and now...i think its time to continue my work.....
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