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Today, i really feel very fed up...i dont understand why her attitude cant change a lil bit..she always think that she is ryte..this world is belongs to her...i treated her sincerely...i know i need to stand her attitude that not everyone can tahan...i have been trying my best to give in to her...but sometimes she really climb over my head..i am fucking angry!!!
Besides this matter, i feel why am i so useless...everytime i block him...then i go unblock...then when i wanna block back need to wait 48 hours..i really damn hate myself...i hope if can i really can psycho myself so that i can take everything as i never met this guy b4...because he is so cold blood...damn cold...cruel...he dont know how much i use my effort to make him feel confident with himself....he dont know how much i care...he seems like dont even give a shit of me anymore...why human being can be so cruel..i dont understand..i know...human's nature is like that...when a person care too much...the other side wont even care and seems like felt annoyed and if can please dont appear in front of me....but i.....i speechless le..i hate ppl around me now...even my own bestfriend..she is giving me so much trouble sometimes....she tough she is damn fucking care for me...but she dont know things that she do sumtimes is not ryte and might not make me feel happy...why cant i just dont care....i wanted to know why...
frankly speaking, i really feel like giving up....