3/10/10

sometimes i really cant control my feelings...i really cant..when i tell ppl around me about him..they sure argue with me, scold me and dont want to listen..but i really cant accept that he can be like dont care...i really dont worth or value to him?? why even as a friend..normal friend he also cannot make his afford...at least he can say even 1 word..even we cant together but lets try to be friend..why...he dont care at all..maybe in his life now..i dont even appear in his mind...maybe he feel i am a monster...scary...and at least now is better without me in his life...and he maybe regret why he went to so many place with me before...even how am i now he also dont even want to know??? but i am wondering how is he now...how is the progress of him with the 1 he like now...or maybe already be couple...how's his working?? everything is fine??? as i know he wont tell other ppl what is his problem...he will kept it inside...i hope everything is fine for him...